Here is my first diary/jurnal entry. I guess you could say it is a bandwagon thing, I saw others doing it so why not me! :) Anyway it is mid-evening now I would say and haven't been productive at all today. But I did feel sorry for my dad today. We went to return the rental car and he had to pat\y an outrageous sum of money that he never knew he was being charged for. I just about wanted to jump over the counter and beat the shit out of the guy who gave us the rental car because there was a dainly limit of 100 kilometers that he never told us about and I was really annoyed that no one ever told my dad or I when we went to pick it up on Friday night, we went something near 1,000 kilometers over the limit, but I guess the good thing is that the money wasn't all that of a waste because we did go see my sister in Kingston which made her happy because we hadn't seen her since maybe mid-march, I love my sister to death because she is da bestest! And I also had today off of school because it is Easter monday, and when I was talking to Brittany on the phone yesterday she was like "Easter Monday!?!?!" And I figured out what it was, because on the third day Christ was resurrected (he was killed on Good Froday, and 3 days later is Easter Monday), so i don't know where the Americans stnad in this Easter Sunday crap then, answer me that people!?! :)
There were also a multitude of things floating through my mind today, I was worried I guess because, wel actually maybe I wasn't worried I was just calm too much, overly-calm, I don't know. But I was thinking about my girlfriend all day, and for those of you who don't know her name is Brittany, and I must say she is the most wonderful girl in the world and I love her so much she doesn't even know. I was trying to figure out where I wanted to go to college as well, and I was thinking "Maybe I should go to Purdue", there are 2 reasons for this, number one is because they have one of the best engineering programs in the U.S. and number 2 is the fact that Brittany is only a short drive away. I want to be close to her, but I don't know how in a time like so because she is there and I am here, the closest I have been to her is talking on the phone and I want to be even closer than that, it drives me crazy just how close she is, on the other side of that phone, but that other side of the phone is 600 miles or so away. I hate to admit it but I did cry a few nights ago as well, my dad was taking it pretty hard because my mom was being really harsh to him (they are getting divorced), and he cried so I cried, not essentially for the fact that my dad was but just the fact of, if this ever happened to me, how would I take it? I want to get married but I want to find the perfect person, I must say that Brittany is perfect in every way in my mind concievable, but does she find me that way at all? I have to ask her these things, but maybe I should leave it to her to read this....
I find myself rambling, so i think I will make some telephone calls for a while, my friends in Colorado always have a way of cheering me up somehow!
